I Dont Know What To Say.

I Dont Know Where i Should Start.

My Parents told me they cant control me anymore.

& the next thing i know.

some church person sms-ed me saying that she'll pray for me & etc etc

but th point is,

my parents dont even seem to care for me anymore.

i freaking have no one to talk to at home,

since i only have less than 3 hours to see/ talk to them.

& when i'm stressed,

they'll just keep quiet and just ignore me.

how would i freaking know what that is supp to mean.

when i fail a test and want to talk to them,

no one is actually there.

& when i try to break out at home,

they think i should just break out at skool so the counsellor and teachers can help me instead

& when that happens, my parents start quarrelling among themselves instead.